Fragility

People suck. And I've been a vicious person so I know. I lure people in with a sweet smile and then gnaw away at their innards as they lie there trusting me. What a sick, sick game I'm playing. And no one realizes until they are too invested in me to back out, no one can see until I blind fold them and push them off a cliff. And in a demonic way I really enjoy it because I would rather be alone than to be hurt by someone. That is so gross to say. 
And the more brutal you are to people the more they are tainted by this suppressing spirit you have pushed onto them. They don't understand and you don't have words for them because there's no real reason for anything to have ever happened.
And just so everyone knows (ironic statement to make because I know no one will read this), I'm sorry. I really am.

And in all cases, romantic or not, this is my fear, and this is why I'd rather be alone.