Big Broken Things

I need to fold my clothes. All of them.
I need to wash my sheets.
I need to throw bad food away.
I need to scrub my shower.
I need to vacuum all the floors.
I need to do 40 sketches.
I need to put a portfolio together.
I need to write a speech.
I need to reread the pieces for world lit.
I need to pay to the bills.
I need to put the shoes away.
I need to buy candles.
I need to be awake by 6:00 am.
I need to be at work at 7:00 am.
I need to have school.
I need to have to go back to work until 9:00 pm.
I need to breathe.






bullshit. bullshit. bullshit. bullshit. bullshit. bullshit. bullshit. But here I sit.