Emmily

My mood turned melancholy quickly. It's funny how the little things in life can place a smile neatly on your face for hours... but then the darkest part of your being feels need to rip all the good feelings to shreds, pulling them into a black hole that is simultaneously spewing acid into your throat. 

I do not like this feeling. When it happens, warm tears drip down my cheeks.

There's not a person to pin this on. There's not an event to pin this on.

this is born of my insecurity

I just need to STOP.

And come back when I'm happy again.

bye